Eugene

Attached to Amanda

x April 2009
x May 2009
x June 2009
x July 2009
x August 2009
x September 2009

Paramore - Pressure

Tell me where our time went.
And if it was time well spent.
Just don't let me fall asleep.
Feeling empty again.
'Cause I fear I might break.
And I fear I can't take it.
Tonight I'll lie awake.
Feeling empty.
I can feel the pressure.
It's getting closer now.
We're better off.
Without you.
Feel the pressure.
It's getting closer now.
We're better off.
Without you.
So now that I'm losing hope.
And there's nothing else to show.
And all of the days that we spent.
Carried away from home.
Some things I'll never know.
And I had to let them go.
I'm sitting all alone.
Feeling empty.
I can feel the pressure.
It's getting closer now.
We're better off.
Without you.
Feel the pressure.
It's getting closer now.
We're better off.
Without you.
Without you...
Some things I'll never know.
And I had to let them go.
Some things I'll never know.
And I had to let them go.
But I'm sitting all alone.
Feeling empty.
I can feel the pressure.
It's getting closer now.
We're better off.
Without you.
The pressure.
It's getting closer now.
We're better off.
Without me.

Paramore - Pressure

xoxo

Hey there blogger! It's been awhile since I've updated you. You know no one has to read, I'll just rant and you read. Anyway, today was a bad day. Sigh... I could feel pressure like everyday. From everyone in fact and when I feel that, I'd feel intimitaed and it leads on to slight embarrassment. Silly me! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Love is patient, Love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs, love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth, it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres, Love never fails.

Corinthians 13:4-8

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I MISS YOU BABY! Really want to meet you.

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Lesley Roy - Dead But Breathing


Well it finally had to end this bitter way
We had no more left to give no matter what we said
Cause i worried every night i slept all day
I was lying to myself pretending to be someone else
You loved me so
But it's over
Just let me go we're going nowhere
I feel like i'm dead but breathin'
I know because my heart is beatin'
Just let me go
Cause it's over
So you try to work it out and get some help
You've been fooling everyone
But i know what's going on
I can't hold your hand through this again
We keep lying to ourselves
Pretending to be something else
You love me so
But it's over
Just let me go
We're going nowhere
I feel like i'm dead but breathin'
I know because my heart is beatin'
Just let me go
I'm sorry that i couldn't stay
To fill your empty space
It's alright
You'll be fine
I know that you'll be better off
In a different place
It's alright
You'll be fine
You love me so
But it's over
Just let me go
I feel like i'm dead but breathin'
I know because my heart is beatin'
You love me so
But it's over
Just let me go
We're going nowhere
I feel like i'm dead but breathin'
I know because my heart is beatin'
Just let me go
Cause it's over


Lesley Roy - Dead But Breathing

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Hey there people, feeling rather moody these few days. In fact...Ahhh...haha, I don't know what to blog people. Mixed feelings I'd say, friends, family etc... Who am I kidding, no one understands me more than myself. Should I face obstacles after obstacles feigning that I'm strong, just move on. Either that, really spend sometime on my own and break down. What if I fall soon? I've been having these inadequate feeling for very long, too weak to say, too strong for me to feel. People may probe me but I just can't explain this feeling. Okay, enough of my feelings, enough of everything! I need to breathe, I need space, alone and just alone... ):

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Gosh, finally after so long! My sushi cravings ended, like wow? Finally?! HAHA! Now it's my Tempuras cravings! I want to consume so much food! Mainly Japanese's. I tried a math question from my brother's book ( it's in his room, assumed it's his ) and I realised I can't even solve a simple binomal question! Life hasn't been too good for me as problems after problems just keep coming to me. Luck and intuition has been guiding me. Who doesn't have problems and in fact I'd ask who has no problems? Thinking of what a loser I was whenever a problem hits me, I'd blast a song in my ears and to my surprised, I feel the world's behind me not thinking of what's coming to me next. Oh, right at this very moment, I feel like deflating a balloon clapper! Oh, weird me. There are so many wants, very little needs. I want Tempura, as mention earlier, a new handphone, a laptop of my own, more clothes and yummy food! In fact, what I need now is to study and true friends. Who wouldn't? Haha. Good grief! Anyway, I'm going to meet my girlfriend soon! Okay, enough said. Period! Shall blog when I feel like it. No bloody A**hole is going to spoil my day, in fact the rest of my days! I'm happy yet again. Love you baby!

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